Post by STELLA RAE MINAJ, on Jan 5, 2011 22:18:46 GMT
MINAJ, stella r a e
hey, isn't that mary kate olsen?
the boys you left[/color][/size]
"are men you didn't raise"
NAME: stella rae minaj
NICKNAME(S): -
AGE: twenty
BAND POSITION: vocals of veins like a vampire
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: bisexual
the clock is ticking[/color][/size]
"what am i gonna do when the last song's over?"
HISTORY: Hey.. I'm Stella Minaj, and my life is shit. That was totally alcoholic style. You know, like when people with drink problems go and talk to people at those meetings? Totally off-topic, but how else am I supposed to introduce myself?
I'm going to start from the beginning. My parents met each other when they were about thirty, in a pub. How fucking romantic.. They were both unhappily married, and just waiting to sign the divorce papers. After a few years and a couple of divorces, they fell in love. And bam, they decided to get married.
Now, my Mum's a bit of an idiot. She decided that it would be a good idea to wait a few years before having me, and so she did. She got pregnant when she was fourty two, and my dad was fifty seven. If you ask me, that's absolutely disgusting. Give it nine months, and out I pop, covered in that vaginal shit and screaming.
It all sounds pretty normal, apart from the old people sex. And it was normal. They were both on average pays, and out house and lifestyle was pretty good, actually. But you know what sucked? They were both so old and it was really annoying. They had all their old-fashioned ways, and tried to pass them on to me. But no way, I was definitely not having that.
I spent pretty much all my life trying to fuck up their lives. They would ask me to do something, and I'd do the opposite just so they'd get annoyed. Yes, that did mean I got grounded a lot. But being grounded just means they won't take you anywhere and you're not supposed to leave the house. But of course I break that rule, and I used to sneak out at night and get buses to places.
I put myself in dangerous situations a lot, but I couldn't have cared less. I got into drugs really early on, and once you start, you seriously cannot stop. I didn't used to want to even stop, but now.. I sort of think that I do.
I lost my virginity young, too. And man, do I regret that. Everyone just thought I was some kind of slut. It's not as though I'm really picky about my men or anything, but I just don't want to go around sleeping with everyone, and having people think it's okay to ask me to do that.
So my life was destined to be pretty fucked. I was shit in school, too. I didn't really have much to live for. When I was a teen, I didn't give a shit. Now that I'm older? Yes, I care. The media spreads so much shit about me, and I regret some of the things I've done in the past, like flashing on stage. Although I would do that again, it got me a lot of attention.. So I guess I don't regret it that much.. But I really want to get rid of the stupid drug addiction. But it seems like without drugs I wouldn't be able to live.
Maybe there's somebody out there that can help me, I don't know. Perhaps somebody that I can love. But for now.. I'm going to continue to try and do things to keep the band together, and get more publicity for us so that we earn more money.
hanging on every word i say[/color][/size]
"move close and i will push you away"
LIKES:
-alcohol
-sex
-guys
-girls
-music
-dancing
-drugs
-smoking
-pissing people off
DISLIKES:
-little kids
-colours
-gangsters
-monkeys
-papaya
-parks
-the zoo
-public bathrooms
spit your pity in my soul[/color][/size]
"my heart is just too dark to care"
NAME: B E A U
AGE: 15
EXPERIENCE: 4 years
HOW YOU FOUND US: i made youuu!
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